Routine
Awake at 4am, a few moments before the alarm. Walt always thought that was uncanny, as if his brain had a brain of its own, on its own clock. Like certain natural mechanisms were in play, whirling away unseen, beyond his own routine. Out the door by 4:45, drive his small truck to the warehouse, then drive the big truck seven hours minus lunch, his breaks whenever he decides. Routines are lucky, Walt always believed, grateful for his own, otherwise too many thoughts take over. So much in life happens outright, like a slap to the face, surprise! It's good when nothing happens besides what you want or need. Clock in at 6am, grab the worn clipboard off the crooked nail, his route always to the valley and back, the day mapped out in stops, drop-offs, or loads, it's all the same to him. Talk radio and iced coffee are his shift partners, while other routines keep him in his lane, so thoughts stray only so much. 3:30pm, coming back home, there's his beloved tail wagger at the door,...